Aldo gabbay kraas

I keep on moving
In the right direction
In my life
I need lots of people
In my life
I am always afraid
To end up alone
Every day
I understand that
Sometimes we need
A break from each other
I find life in general
To be
Precious for me
Also I never gamble
With my life
Because I have no right
To do that
I appreciate living
The life
My father gave to me
Many years ago
When I was a young man
I was healthy back than
And no longer today
Because I also have
Bad health
It is very sad that
I end up that way

Yesterday during our meeting
I was freeing my soul from the chains of the night
I was teaching its eyelashes
How to look at you

Look at it, see it flowing between us
Would you call it a wave?
Would you call it a rose? Take it
Crumble it on your lips

Take a load of Aldo
My father I been
Carrying a heavy load
Full of my problems
That I keep Putting it of
Every single day
Because I never feel
Like solving my problems
On my own
And I am the one that
End up suffering
By not solving the problems
Own my own
So today I will ask my father
To give me a hand in
Solving my problems
Because my father knows me
From inside out
Because he is the one
Who had created me
Many years ago
With his holy hands
And he had placed me
Here on earth to live
And I feel blessed to
Be able to live on earth
Also you had made me
In to the men I am
I am somebody that is
Special needs
Father I already got used
To it
Also father I am always
Praying to you
I never forget to pray
To you
And in my prayer
I ask you to get rid
Of my mental illness
That I have for a long time
Now
It has been 5 years now
That I haven’t had a crisis
And I am keeping away
From the hospital

Believe
I will not allow people
To let me down
I want people
To treat me
The same way
I treat them
I just want to be
Respected by
You guys
I don’t think that is
Too much to ask
What about you
I wish you would believe
In something
But you don't
Yes money is your God
Also you say that money
Grows on tree
That is wrong
You say you can buy people
With money
To be your friends
You can't

Sweet devotion You are everything I ever wanted You hello Say to me You never say that to me friend Sweet devotion I don't know how to live Without you I need you every hour my friend Do you love me friend? Let me hear yes

Spare me some love, Fidelis—
the way a beggar spares a coin
from the hand of a saint,
or rain spares one roof
while drowning the village.
Give me what you have left
after you have fed the wolves,
after your heart has paid its taxes
to every stranger
who called it home.
I do not ask for the moon.
It has disappointed me enough—
always hanging above the ruins
like a witness too beautiful
to testify.
Give me a cup of your silence.
I have learned to drink from empty things.
I have kissed the rim of absence
until my lips forgot
what warmth was supposed to mean.
Spare me some love, Fidelis—
not all of it.
Only what remains
when the house is quiet,
and the last door closes.

Fine
Very fine
Like a worm
Shirt cotton threads pull
And fray
Bare skin
Pale skin finally
Appears through the gasps
Through the holes