Vida e Existência

Vida, morte,
Riso, pranto
É o manto
Que me cobre.
Natureza,
Amor, beleza,
Tudo quanto
A alma descobre.

O Mistério
Deste mundo
Teu profundo
Olhar leu;
D'além dele —
Cerra a alma
De pavor! —
Venho eu.
Nada, nada
Já acalma
Tua dor.
Tu bem sabes
Ser minha voz
Mais atroz
De mudo horror
No que não diz,
E só tu sentes
E compreendes.
Cerra, infeliz
Cerra a (tua) alma
Ao meu pavor!

(Fausto, com os olhos fechados, encolhido na cadeira, treme como que dum grande frio.)

Vida, morte,
Riso, pranto
É o manto
Que me cobre.
Natureza,
Amor, beleza,
Tudo quanto
A alma descobre.

O Mistério
Deste mundo
Teu profundo
Olhar leu;
D'além dele —
Cerra a alma
De pavor! —
Venho eu.
Nada, nada
Já acalma
Tua dor.
Tu bem sabes
Ser minha voz
Mais atroz
De mudo horror
No que não diz,
E só tu sentes
E compreendes.
Cerra, infeliz
Cerra a (tua) alma
Ao meu pavor!

(Fausto, com os olhos fechados, encolhido na cadeira, treme como que dum grande frio.)

O mistério supremo do Universo
O único mistério, tudo e em tudo
É haver um mistério do universo,
É haver o universo, qualquer cousa,
É haver haver. Ó forma abstracta e vaga
Que tão corrente haver em mim demora
Que pensar isto é-me no corpo um frio
Que sopra d'além terra e d'além-túmulo
E vai da alma a Deus.

O mistério supremo do Universo
O único mistério, tudo e em tudo
É haver um mistério do universo,
É haver o universo, qualquer cousa,
É haver haver. Ó forma abstracta e vaga
Que tão corrente haver em mim demora
Que pensar isto é-me no corpo um frio
Que sopra d'além terra e d'além-túmulo
E vai da alma a Deus.

........IV

Doura o dia. Silente, o vento dura.
Verde as árvores, mole a terra escura,
Onde flores, vazia a álea e os bancos.
No pinhal erva cresce nos barrancos.
Nuvens vagas no pérfido horizonte.
O moinho longínquo no ermo monte.
Eu alma, que contempla tudo isto,
Nada conhece e tudo reconhece.
Nestas sombras de me sentir existo,
E é falsa a teia que tecer me tece.

........IV

Doura o dia. Silente, o vento dura.
Verde as árvores, mole a terra escura,
Onde flores, vazia a álea e os bancos.
No pinhal erva cresce nos barrancos.
Nuvens vagas no pérfido horizonte.
O moinho longínquo no ermo monte.
Eu alma, que contempla tudo isto,
Nada conhece e tudo reconhece.
Nestas sombras de me sentir existo,
E é falsa a teia que tecer me tece.

Quero, da vida, só não conhecê-la.
Bastam, a quem o Fado pôs na vida,
        As formas sucessórias
        Da vida insubsistente.
Pouco serve pensar que são eternos
Os nossos nadas com que na alma amamos
         Os outros pobres nadas
        Que (...)
Gratos aos deuses, menos pela incerta
Posse do sonhado certo, recolhamos
        A mercê passageira
        De instantes que não duram.

Quero, da vida, só não conhecê-la.
Bastam, a quem o Fado pôs na vida,
        As formas sucessórias
        Da vida insubsistente.
Pouco serve pensar que são eternos
Os nossos nadas com que na alma amamos
         Os outros pobres nadas
        Que (...)
Gratos aos deuses, menos pela incerta
Posse do sonhado certo, recolhamos
        A mercê passageira
        De instantes que não duram.

Quero, da vida, só não conhecê-la.
Bastam, a quem o Fado pôs na vida,
        As formas sucessórias
        Da vida insubsistente.
Pouco serve pensar que são eternos
Os nossos nadas com que na alma amamos
         Os outros pobres nadas
        Que (...)
Gratos aos deuses, menos pela incerta
Posse do sonhado certo, recolhamos
        A mercê passageira
        De instantes que não duram.

Quero, da vida, só não conhecê-la.
Bastam, a quem o Fado pôs na vida,
        As formas sucessórias
        Da vida insubsistente.
Pouco serve pensar que são eternos
Os nossos nadas com que na alma amamos
         Os outros pobres nadas
        Que (...)
Gratos aos deuses, menos pela incerta
Posse do sonhado certo, recolhamos
        A mercê passageira
        De instantes que não duram.

A tua irmã é pequena,
Quando tiver tua idade,
Transferirei minha pena
Ou fico só com metade?

Chalice of my communion
        With the lost thing that gleams!
Communion‑bond of union
        Between me and my dreams!
O chalice of love's most!
In thy wine, earth's wine's ghost
        To lips that are God's flowers,
My soul has dipped the host
        Of my diviner hours.

My lips are as lips kissed.
        My sad soul happy sings.
O shining through the mist
        Of tremulous angels' wings!
I feel me God's moon's node,
A child again, outside life's road,
        Remembering how I found me
When I awoke from God
        And felt the world around me.

Chalice of my communion
        With the lost thing that gleams!
Communion‑bond of union
        Between me and my dreams!
O chalice of love's most!
In thy wine, earth's wine's ghost
        To lips that are God's flowers,
My soul has dipped the host
        Of my diviner hours.

My lips are as lips kissed.
        My sad soul happy sings.
O shining through the mist
        Of tremulous angels' wings!
I feel me God's moon's node,
A child again, outside life's road,
        Remembering how I found me
When I awoke from God
        And felt the world around me.

O mistério dos olhos e do olhar
Do sujeito e do objecto, transparente
Ao horror que além dele está; o mudo
Sentimento de se desconhecer,
E a confrangida comoção que nasce
De sentir a loucura do vazio;
O horror duma existência incompreendida
Quando à alma se chega desse horror
Faz toda a dor humana uma ilusão.
Essa é a suprema dor, a vera cruz.
Querem desdenhar o teu sentir orgulho
Oh, Cristo!

Então eu vejo — horror — a íntima alma,
O perene mistério que atravessa
Como um suspiro céus e corações.

O mistério dos olhos e do olhar
Do sujeito e do objecto, transparente
Ao horror que além dele está; o mudo
Sentimento de se desconhecer,
E a confrangida comoção que nasce
De sentir a loucura do vazio;
O horror duma existência incompreendida
Quando à alma se chega desse horror
Faz toda a dor humana uma ilusão.
Essa é a suprema dor, a vera cruz.
Querem desdenhar o teu sentir orgulho
Oh, Cristo!

Então eu vejo — horror — a íntima alma,
O perene mistério que atravessa
Como um suspiro céus e corações.

I had a self and life
        Before this life and self.
When the moon makes woods rife
        With possible fay or elf,
There comes in me a dreaming
That is like a light gleaming
        Somewhere in me away,
On seas that I have known
And placeless lands that own
        Another kind of day.

I dream, and as a blast
        Fans into fire an ember,
My heart gleams with a past
        That I cannot remember.
And as the ember's glowing
Is not fire but fire's showing,
        I waste the empty pelf
Of my mute sense of me.
As rain within the sea
        I fade within myself.

There are mazes of I.
        I am my unknown being.
I have, I know not why,
        Another kind of seeing
(Other than this vain vision
That is my soul's division
        From what girds sight about)
Where to see is to know,
Whose life is faith, and woe
        Fled by the hand of Doubt.

My life has happy hours:
        'Tis when I feel not living;
And, as the scent of flowers
        Round flowers a flower‑soul weaving
That is a corporate spirit,
From myself I inherit,
        My soul's blood's spirit‑air,
A foreself and inself
Which is the being‑pelf
        That with God's loss I share.

I had a self and life
        Before this life and self.
When the moon makes woods rife
        With possible fay or elf,
There comes in me a dreaming
That is like a light gleaming
        Somewhere in me away,
On seas that I have known
And placeless lands that own
        Another kind of day.

I dream, and as a blast
        Fans into fire an ember,
My heart gleams with a past
        That I cannot remember.
And as the ember's glowing
Is not fire but fire's showing,
        I waste the empty pelf
Of my mute sense of me.
As rain within the sea
        I fade within myself.

There are mazes of I.
        I am my unknown being.
I have, I know not why,
        Another kind of seeing
(Other than this vain vision
That is my soul's division
        From what girds sight about)
Where to see is to know,
Whose life is faith, and woe
        Fled by the hand of Doubt.

My life has happy hours:
        'Tis when I feel not living;
And, as the scent of flowers
        Round flowers a flower‑soul weaving
That is a corporate spirit,
From myself I inherit,
        My soul's blood's spirit‑air,
A foreself and inself
Which is the being‑pelf
        That with God's loss I share.

I had a self and life
        Before this life and self.
When the moon makes woods rife
        With possible fay or elf,
There comes in me a dreaming
That is like a light gleaming
        Somewhere in me away,
On seas that I have known
And placeless lands that own
        Another kind of day.

I dream, and as a blast
        Fans into fire an ember,
My heart gleams with a past
        That I cannot remember.
And as the ember's glowing
Is not fire but fire's showing,
        I waste the empty pelf
Of my mute sense of me.
As rain within the sea
        I fade within myself.

There are mazes of I.
        I am my unknown being.
I have, I know not why,
        Another kind of seeing
(Other than this vain vision
That is my soul's division
        From what girds sight about)
Where to see is to know,
Whose life is faith, and woe
        Fled by the hand of Doubt.

My life has happy hours:
        'Tis when I feel not living;
And, as the scent of flowers
        Round flowers a flower‑soul weaving
That is a corporate spirit,
From myself I inherit,
        My soul's blood's spirit‑air,
A foreself and inself
Which is the being‑pelf
        That with God's loss I share.

I had a self and life
        Before this life and self.
When the moon makes woods rife
        With possible fay or elf,
There comes in me a dreaming
That is like a light gleaming
        Somewhere in me away,
On seas that I have known
And placeless lands that own
        Another kind of day.

I dream, and as a blast
        Fans into fire an ember,
My heart gleams with a past
        That I cannot remember.
And as the ember's glowing
Is not fire but fire's showing,
        I waste the empty pelf
Of my mute sense of me.
As rain within the sea
        I fade within myself.

There are mazes of I.
        I am my unknown being.
I have, I know not why,
        Another kind of seeing
(Other than this vain vision
That is my soul's division
        From what girds sight about)
Where to see is to know,
Whose life is faith, and woe
        Fled by the hand of Doubt.

My life has happy hours:
        'Tis when I feel not living;
And, as the scent of flowers
        Round flowers a flower‑soul weaving
That is a corporate spirit,
From myself I inherit,
        My soul's blood's spirit‑air,
A foreself and inself
Which is the being‑pelf
        That with God's loss I share.

O voice the angels kissed when unbreathed yet!
O lips made spiritual with uttering it!
O eyes wild with the lust of the divine
In thy felt presence, making thee its shrine!
O that this moment of thee were Thyself!
That thou ne’er fell'st from this Thou, and the pelf
Of gathered days with avarice of living,
Touched thee not from this moment of God's giving!
O eternal actuality of thee!
O by thy voice sculptured immutably
In some stone‑flesh of spirit! O set free
From being all contained in being seen!
O firmament of joy purely serene
With spaciousness of soul and stars of song
Above thyself, God's human heights among!

Sing on, and let thy singing be a couch
To that of me which to my soul doth vouch
Of God as of a self and of a home!
Dissolve me to thy notes! Make me become
An outside of myself, and have in me
Nought but a selfless sense of hearing thee!
Let me pertain to the sounds thou dost voice!
Let me be other than I and rejoice
Hearing time like a breeze pass by the place
Thy song imprisons in its halcyon grace!

Thy voice compels to parapets from heaven
Dim winged happinesses whence is woven
To our souls such a glamour, spirit‑fair,
That, feeling it, all life becomes despair
And all the sense of life to wish to die.
Sing on! Between the music's human cry
And thy song's meaning there is interposed
Some third reality, less life‑enclosed,
Some subtler tenderness than music makes
Or words sung, and its moonless moonlight takes
Our visionary moods by their child‑hand
And our tired steps begin to understand.

Sing, nor stop singing till bliss ache too much!
O that I could, without moving my hand,
Stretch forth some hand imaginary and touch
That body of thine thy singing giveth thee!
That kiss‑like touch would wake eternity
In me again, and, as by a great morn,
The night my body makes of me were torn
Away from being, and my unbodied shape
Would, like a ship doubling the final cape,
Come to that sight of port and shiver of coming
That God allows to those whose bliss of roaming
Is no more than the wish to find His peace
And mingle with it as a scent with the breeze.

O voice the angels kissed when unbreathed yet!
O lips made spiritual with uttering it!
O eyes wild with the lust of the divine
In thy felt presence, making thee its shrine!
O that this moment of thee were Thyself!
That thou ne’er fell'st from this Thou, and the pelf
Of gathered days with avarice of living,
Touched thee not from this moment of God's giving!
O eternal actuality of thee!
O by thy voice sculptured immutably
In some stone‑flesh of spirit! O set free
From being all contained in being seen!
O firmament of joy purely serene
With spaciousness of soul and stars of song
Above thyself, God's human heights among!

Sing on, and let thy singing be a couch
To that of me which to my soul doth vouch
Of God as of a self and of a home!
Dissolve me to thy notes! Make me become
An outside of myself, and have in me
Nought but a selfless sense of hearing thee!
Let me pertain to the sounds thou dost voice!
Let me be other than I and rejoice
Hearing time like a breeze pass by the place
Thy song imprisons in its halcyon grace!

Thy voice compels to parapets from heaven
Dim winged happinesses whence is woven
To our souls such a glamour, spirit‑fair,
That, feeling it, all life becomes despair
And all the sense of life to wish to die.
Sing on! Between the music's human cry
And thy song's meaning there is interposed
Some third reality, less life‑enclosed,
Some subtler tenderness than music makes
Or words sung, and its moonless moonlight takes
Our visionary moods by their child‑hand
And our tired steps begin to understand.

Sing, nor stop singing till bliss ache too much!
O that I could, without moving my hand,
Stretch forth some hand imaginary and touch
That body of thine thy singing giveth thee!
That kiss‑like touch would wake eternity
In me again, and, as by a great morn,
The night my body makes of me were torn
Away from being, and my unbodied shape
Would, like a ship doubling the final cape,
Come to that sight of port and shiver of coming
That God allows to those whose bliss of roaming
Is no more than the wish to find His peace
And mingle with it as a scent with the breeze.

Nada me dizem vossos deuses mortos
Que eu haja de aprender. O Crucifixo
        Sem amor e sem ódio
        Do meu (...) afasto.

Que tenho eu com as crenças que o Cristo
Curvado o torso a mim, latino, morra?
        Mais com o sol me entendo
        Que com essas verdades.

Que o sejam... Deus a mim não só foi dado
Que uma visão das cousas que há na terra
        E uma razão incerta,
        E um saber que há deuses...

A. Caeiro

Jovem morreste, porque regressaste,
Ó deus inconsciente, onde teus pares
        De após Cronos te esperam
        Ressuscitados deles.

Antes de ti já era a Natureza,
Mas não a alma de compreendê-la.
        Deu-te o deus o instinto
        Com que sentir as cousas.

Os deuses imortais reconduziste
À humana visão obscurecida
        (...)
        (...)

Sós ficamos, mas não abandonados,
Porque a obra, que deixaste, és tu ainda
        Qual luz à extinta estrela
        Póstuma a terra alaga.

Por seu os deuses contam quem
E com teu nome a divindade prestas
        De ser eterna à pátria
        Odisseia cidade

Igual des ti às sete que contendem,
Cidades por Homero, ou alcaica Lesbos,
        Ou heptápila Tebas
        Ogígia mãe de Píndaro.

A. Caeiro

Jovem morreste, porque regressaste,
Ó deus inconsciente, onde teus pares
        De após Cronos te esperam
        Ressuscitados deles.

Antes de ti já era a Natureza,
Mas não a alma de compreendê-la.
        Deu-te o deus o instinto
        Com que sentir as cousas.

Os deuses imortais reconduziste
À humana visão obscurecida
        (...)
        (...)

Sós ficamos, mas não abandonados,
Porque a obra, que deixaste, és tu ainda
        Qual luz à extinta estrela
        Póstuma a terra alaga.

Por seu os deuses contam quem
E com teu nome a divindade prestas
        De ser eterna à pátria
        Odisseia cidade

Igual des ti às sete que contendem,
Cidades por Homero, ou alcaica Lesbos,
        Ou heptápila Tebas
        Ogígia mãe de Píndaro.