Gitanjali


1.
Thou hast made me endless, such is thy pleasure. This frail vessel thou emptiest again
and again, and fillest it ever with fresh life.

This little flute of a reed thou hast carried over hills and dales, and hast breathed
through it melodies eternally new.

At the immortal touch of thy hands my little heart loses its limits in joy and gives birth
to utterance ineffable.

Thy infinite gifts come to me only on these very small hands of mine. Ages pass, and
still thou pourest, and still there is room to fill.

2.
When thou commandest me to sing it seems that my heart would break with pride; and
I look to thy face, and tears come to my eyes.
All that is harsh and dissonant in my life melts into one sweet harmony - and my

adoration spreads wings like a glad bird on its flight across the sea.

I know thou takest pleasure in my singing. I know that only as a singer I come before
thy presence.
I touch by the edge of the far-spreading wing of my song thy feet which I could never

aspire to reach.
Drunk with the joy of singing I forget myself and call thee friend who art my lord.


3.
I know not how thou singest, my master! I ever listen in silent amazement.

The light of thy music illumines the world. The life breath of thy music runs from sky to
sky. The holy stream of thy music breaks through all stony obstacles and rushes on.

My heart longs to join in thy song, but vainly struggles for a voice. I would speak, but
speech breaks not into song, and I cry out baffled. Ah, thou hast made my heart
captive in the endless meshes of thy music, my master!

4.
Life of my life, I shall ever try to keep my body pure, knowing that thy living touch is
upon all my limbs.

I shall ever try to keep all untruths out from my thoughts, knowing that thou art that
truth which has kindled the light of reason in my mind.


I shall ever try to drive all evils away from my heart and keep my love in flower,
knowing that thou hast thy seat in the inmost shrine of my heart.

And it shall be my endeavour to reveal thee in my actions, knowing it is thy power
gives me strength to act.

5.
I ask for a moment's indulgence to sit by thy side. The works that I have in hand I will
finish afterwards.

Away from the sight of thy face my heart knows no rest nor respite, and my work
becomes an endless toil in a shoreless sea of toil.

Today the summer has come at my window with its sighs and murmurs; and the bees
are plying their minstrelsy at the court of the flowering grove.

Now it is time to sit quite, face to face with thee, and to sing dedication of life in this
silent and overflowing leisure.

6.
Pluck this little flower and take it, delay not! I fear lest it droop and drop into the dust.
I may not find a place in thy garland, but honour it with a touch of pain from thy hand
and pluck it. I fear lest the day end before I am aware, and the time of offering go by.
Though its colour be not deep and its smell be faint, use this flower in thy service and
pluck it while there is time.

7.
My song has put off her adornments. She has no pride of dress and decoration.
Ornaments would mar our union; they would come between thee and me; their jingling
would drown thy whispers.

My poet's vanity dies in shame before thy sight. O master poet, I have sat down at thy
feet. Only let me make my life simple and straight, like a flute of reed for thee to fill
with music.

8.
The child who is decked with prince's robes and who has jewelled chains round his neck
loses all pleasure in his play; his dress hampers him at every step.
In fear that it may be frayed, or stained with dust he keeps himself from the world, and

is afraid even to move.
Mother, it is no gain, thy bondage of finery, if it keeps one shut off from the healthful



dust of the earth, if it rob one of the right of entrance to the great fair of common
human life.

9.
O Fool, try to carry thyself upon thy own shoulders! O beggar, to come beg at thy own
door!

Leave all thy burdens on his hands who can bear all, and never look behind in regret.

Thy desire at once puts out the light from the lamp it touches with its breath. It is
unholy - take not thy gifts through its unclean hands. Accept only what is offered by
sacred love.

10.
Here is thy footstool and there rest thy feet where live the poorest, and lowliest, and
lost.

When I try to bow to thee, my obeisance cannot reach down to the depth where thy
feet rest among the poorest, and lowliest, and lost.

Pride can never approach to where thou walkest in the clothes of the humble among
the poorest, and lowliest, and lost.

My heart can never find its way to where thou keepest company with the
companionless among the poorest, the lowliest, and the lost.

11.
Leave this chanting and singing and telling of beads! Whom dost thou worship in this
lonely dark corner of a temple with doors all shut? Open thine eyes and see thy God is
not before thee!

He is there where the tiller is tilling the hard ground and where the pathmaker is
breaking stones. He is with them in sun and in shower, and his garment is covered with
dust. Put of thy holy mantle and even like him come down on the dusty soil!

Deliverance? Where is this deliverance to be found? Our master himself has joyfully
taken upon him the bonds of creation; he is bound with us all for ever.

Come out of thy meditations and leave aside thy flowers and incense! What harm is
there if thy clothes become tattered and stained? Meet him and stand by him in toil
and in sweat of thy brow.

12.
The time that my journey takes is long and the way of it long.


I came out on the chariot of the first gleam of light, and pursued my voyage through
the wildernesses of worlds leaving my track on many a star and planet.

It is the most distant course that comes nearest to thyself, and that training is the
most intricate which leads to the utter simplicity of a tune.

The traveller has to knock at every alien door to come to his own, and one has to
wander through all the outer worlds to reach the innermost shrine at the end.

My eyes strayed far and wide before I shut them and said 'Here art thou!'

The question and the cry 'Oh, where?' melt into tears of a thousand streams and
deluge the world with the flood of the assurance 'I am!'

13.
The song that I came to sing remains unsung to this day. I have spent my days in
stringing and in unstringing my instrument.

The time has not come true, the words have not been rightly set; only there is the
agony of wishing in my heart.

The blossom has not opened; only the wind is sighing by. I have not seen his face, nor
have I listened to his voice; only I have heard his gentle footsteps from the road before
my house.

The livelong day has passed in spreading his seat on the floor; but the lamp has not
been lit and I cannot ask him into my house.

I live in the hope of meeting with him; but this meeting is not yet.

14.
My desires are many and my cry is pitiful, but ever didst thou save me by hard
refusals; and this strong mercy has been wrought into my life through and through.

Day by day thou art making me worthy of the simple, great gifts that thou gavest to
me unasked - this sky and the light, this body and the life and the mind - saving me
from perils of overmuch desire.

There are times when I languidly linger and times when I awaken and hurry in search
of my goal; but cruelly thou hidest thyself from before me.

Day by day thou art making me worthy of thy full acceptance by refusing me ever and
anon, saving me from perils of weak, uncertain desire.

15.

I am here to sing thee songs. In this hall of thine I have a corner seat.

In thy world I have no work to do; my useless life can only break out in tunes without
a purpose.

When the hour strikes for thy silent worship at the dark temple of midnight, command
me, my master, to stand before thee to sing.

When in the morning air the golden harp is tuned, honour me, commanding my
presence.

16.
I have had my invitation to this world's festival, and thus my life has been blessed. My
eyes have seen and my ears have heard.
It was my part at this feast to play upon my instrument, and I have done all I could.
Now, I ask, has the time come at last when I may go in and see thy face and offer thee


my silent salutation?

17.
I am only waiting for love to give myself up at last into his hands. That is why it is so
late and why I have been guilty of such omissions.

They come with their laws and their codes to bind me fast; but I evade them ever, for I
am only waiting for love to give myself up at last into his hands.

People blame me and call me heedless; I doubt not they are right in their blame.

The market day is over and work is all done for the busy. Those who came to call me in
vain have gone back in anger. I am only waiting for love to give myself up at last into
his hands.

18.
Clouds heap upon clouds and it darkens. Ah, love, why dost thou let me wait outside at
the door all alone?

In the busy moments of the noontide work I am with the crowd, but on this dark lonely
day it is only for thee that I hope.

If thou showest me not thy face, if thou leavest me wholly aside, I know not how I am
to pass these long, rainy hours.

I keep gazing on the far-away gloom of the sky, and my heart wanders wailing with the
restless wind.


19.
If thou speakest not I will fill my heart with thy silence and endure it. I will keep still
and wait like the night with starry vigil and its head bent low with patience.

The morning will surely come, the darkness will vanish, and thy voice pour down in
golden streams breaking through the sky.

Then thy words will take wing in songs from every one of my birds' nests, and thy
melodies will break forth in flowers in all my forest groves.

20.
On the day when the lotus bloomed, alas, my mind was straying, and I knew it not. My
basket was empty and the flower remained unheeded.

Only now and again a sadness fell upon me, and I started up from my dream and felt a
sweet trace of a strange fragrance in the south wind.

That vague sweetness made my heart ache with longing and it seemed to me that is
was the eager breath of the summer seeking for its completion.

I knew not then that it was so near, that it was mine, and that this perfect sweetness
had blossomed in the depth of my own heart.

21.
I must launch out my boat. The languid hours pass by on the shore - Alas for me!
The spring has done its flowering and taken leave. And now with the burden of faded
futile flowers I wait and linger.

The waves have become clamorous, and upon the bank in the shady lane the yellow
leaves flutter and fall.
What emptiness do you gaze upon! Do you not feel a thrill passing through the air with

the notes of the far-away song floating from the other shore?

22.
In the deep shadows of the rainy July, with secret steps, thou walkest, silent as night,
eluding all watchers.

Today the morning has closed its eyes, heedless of the insistent calls of the loud east
wind, and a thick veil has been drawn over the ever-wakeful blue sky.

The woodlands have hushed their songs, and doors are all shut at every house. Thou
art the solitary wayfarer in this deserted street. Oh my only friend, my best beloved,


the gates are open in my house - do not pass by like a dream.

23.
Art thou abroad on this stormy night on thy journey of love, my friend? The sky groans
like one in despair.

I have no sleep tonight. Ever and again I open my door and look out on the darkness,
my friend!

I can see nothing before me. I wonder where lies thy path!

By what dim shore of the ink-black river, by what far edge of the frowning forest,
through what mazy depth of gloom art thou threading thy course to come to me, my
friend?

24.
If the day is done, if birds sing no more, if the wind has flagged tired, then draw the
veil of darkness thick upon me, even as thou hast wrapt the earth with the coverlet of
sleep and tenderly closed the petals of the drooping lotus at dusk.

From the traveller, whose sack of provisions is empty before the voyage is ended,
whose garment is torn and dustladen, whose strength is exhausted, remove shame and
poverty, and renew his life like a flower under the cover of thy kindly night.

25.
In the night of weariness let me give myself up to sleep without struggle, resting my
trust upon thee.
Let me not force my flagging spirit into a poor preparation for thy worship.
It is thou who drawest the veil of night upon the tired eyes of the day to renew its sight


in a fresher gladness of awakening.

26.
He came and sat by my side but I woke not. What a cursed sleep it was, O miserable
me!

He came when the night was still; he had his harp in his hands, and my dreams
became resonant with its melodies.

Alas, why are my nights all thus lost? Ah, why do I ever miss his sight whose breath
touches my sleep?

27.

Light, oh where is the light? Kindle it with the burning fire of desire!

There is the lamp but never a flicker of a flame - is such thy fate, my heart? Ah, death
were better by far for thee!

Misery knocks at thy door, and her message is that thy lord is wakeful, and he calls
thee to the love-tryst through the darkness of night.

The sky is overcast with clouds and the rain is ceaseless. I know not what this is that
stirs in me - I know not its meaning.

A moment's flash of lightning drags down a deeper gloom on my sight, and my heart
gropes for the path to where the music of the night calls me.

Light, oh where is the light! Kindle it with the burning fire of desire! It thunders and the
wind rushes screaming through the void. The night is black as a black stone. Let not
the hours pass by in the dark. Kindle the lamp of love with thy life.

28.
Obstinate are the trammels, but my heart aches when I try to break them.
Freedom is all I want, but to hope for it I feel ashamed.
I am certain that priceless wealth is in thee, and that thou art my best friend, but I
have not the heart to sweep away the tinsel that fills my room.
The shroud that covers me is a shroud of dust and death; I hate it, yet hug it in love.
My debts are large, my failures great, my shame secret and heavy; yet when I come to


ask for my good, I quake in fear lest my prayer be granted.

29.
He whom I enclose with my name is weeping in this dungeon. I am ever busy building
this wall all around; and as this wall goes up into the sky day by day I lose sight of my
true being in its dark shadow.

I take pride in this great wall, and I plaster it with dust and sand lest a least hole
should be left in this name; and for all the care I take I lose sight of my true being.

30.
I came out alone on my way to my tryst. But who is this that follows me in the silent
dark?
I move aside to avoid his presence but I escape him not.



He makes the dust rise from the earth with his swagger; he adds his loud voice to
every word that I utter.

He is my own little self, my lord, he knows no shame; but I am ashamed to come to
thy door in his company.

31.
'Prisoner, tell me, who was it that bound you?'

'It was my master,' said the prisoner. 'I thought I could outdo everybody in the world
in wealth and power, and I amassed in my own treasure-house the money due to my
king. When sleep overcame me I lay upon the bad that was for my lord, and on waking
up I found I was a prisoner in my own treasure-house.'

'Prisoner, tell me, who was it that wrought this unbreakable chain?'

'It was I,' said the prisoner, 'who forged this chain very carefully. I thought my
invincible power would hold the world captive leaving me in a freedom undisturbed.
Thus night and day I worked at the chain with huge fires and cruel hard strokes. When
at last the work was done and the links were complete and unbreakable, I found that it
held me in its grip.'

32.
By all means they try to hold me secure who love me in this world. But it is otherwise
with thy love which is greater than theirs, and thou keepest me free.

Lest I forget them they never venture to leave me alone. But day passes by after day
and thou art not seen.

If I call not thee in my prayers, if I keep not thee in my heart, thy love for me still
waits for my love.

33.
When it was day they came into my house and said, 'We shall only take the smallest
room here.'

They said, 'We shall help you in the worship of your God and humbly accept only our
own share in his grace'; and then they took their seat in a corner and they sat quiet
and meek.

But in the darkness of night I find they break into my sacred shrine, strong and
turbulent, and snatch with unholy greed the offerings from God's altar.

34.

Let only that little be left of me whereby I may name thee my all.

Let only that little be left of my will whereby I may feel thee on every side, and come
to thee in everything, and offer to thee my love every moment.

Let only that little be left of me whereby I may never hide thee.

Let only that little of my fetters be left whereby I am bound with thy will, and thy
purpose is carried out in my life - and that is the fetter of thy love.

35.
Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high; Where knowledge is free;
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments by narrow domestic walls;
Where words come out from the depth of truth; Where tireless striving stretches its
arms towards perfection; Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way into the
dreary desert sand of dead habit; Where the mind is led forward by thee into
ever-widening thought and action- Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my
country awake.

36.
This is my prayer to thee, my lord - strike, strike at the root of penury in my heart.
Give me the strength lightly to bear my joys and sorrows. Give me the strength to
make my love fruitful in service. Give me the strength never to disown the poor or
bend my knees before insolent might. Give me the strength to raise my mind high
above daily trifles. And give me the strength to surrender my strength to thy will with
love.

37.
I thought that my voyage had come to its end at the last limit of my power, - that the
path before me was closed, that provisions were exhausted and the time come to take
shelter in a silent obscurity.

But I find that thy will knows no end in me. And when old words die out on the tongue,
new melodies break forth from the heart; and where the old tracks are lost, new
country is revealed with its wonders.

38.
That I want thee, only thee - let my heart repeat without end. All desires that distract
me, day and night, are false and empty to the core.

As the night keeps hidden in its gloom the petition for light, even thus in the depth of
my unconsciousness rings the cry - 'I want thee, only thee'.

As the storm still seeks its end in peace when it strikes against peace with all its might,


even thus my rebellion strikes against thy love and still its cry is - 'I want thee, only
thee'.

39.
When the heart is hard and parched up, come upon me with a shower of mercy.

When grace is lost from life, come with a burst of song.

When tumultuous work raises its din on all sides shutting me out from beyond, come to
me, my lord of silence, with thy peace and rest.

When my beggarly heart sits crouched, shut up in a corner, break open the door, my
king, and come with the ceremony of a king.

When desire blinds the mind with delusion and dust, O thou holy one, thou wakeful,
come with thy light and thy thunder.

40.
The rain has held back for days and days, my God, in my arid heart. The horizon is
fiercely naked - not the thinnest cover of a soft cloud, not the vaguest hint of a distant
cool shower.

Send thy angry storm, dark with death, if it is thy wish, and with lashes of lightning
startle the sky from end to end.

But call back, my lord, call back this pervading silent heat, still and keen and cruel,
burning the heart with dire despair.

Let the cloud of grace bend low from above like the tearful look of the mother on the
day of the father's wrath.

41.
Where dost thou stand behind them all, my lover, hiding thyself in the shadows? They
push thee and pass thee by on the dusty road, taking thee for naught. I wait here
weary hours spreading my offerings for thee, while passers-by come and take my
flowers, one by one, and my basket is nearly empty.

The morning time is past, and the noon. In the shade of evening my eyes are drowsy
with sleep. Men going home glance at me and smile and fill me with shame. I sit like a
beggar maid, drawing my skirt over my face, and when they ask me, what it is I want,
I drop my eyes and answer them not.

Oh, how, indeed, could I tell them that for thee I wait, and that thou hast promised to
come. How could I utter for shame that I keep for my dowry this poverty. Ah, I hug
this pride in the secret of my heart.


I sit on the grass and gaze upon the sky and dream of the sudden splendour of thy
coming - all the lights ablaze, golden pennons flying over thy car, and they at the
roadside standing agape, when they see thee come down from thy seat to raise me
from the dust, and set at thy side this ragged beggar girl a-tremble with shame and
pride, like a creeper in a summer breeze.

But time glides on and still no sound of the wheels of thy chariot. Many a procession
passes by with noise and shouts and glamour of glory. Is it only thou who wouldst
stand in the shadow silent and behind them all? And only I who would wait and weep
and wear out my heart in vain longing?

42.
Early in the day it was whispered that we should sail in a boat, only thou and I, and
never a soul in the world would know of this our pilgrimage to no country and to no
end.

In that shoreless ocean, at thy silently listening smile my songs would swell in
melodies, free as waves, free from all bondage of words.

Is the time not come yet? Are there works still to do? Lo, the evening has come down
upon the shore and in the fading light the seabirds come flying to their nests.

Who knows when the chains will be off, and the boat, like the last glimmer of sunset,
vanish into the night?

43.
The day was when I did not keep myself in readiness for thee; and entering my heart
unbidden even as one of the common crowd, unknown to me, my king, thou didst
press the signet of eternity upon many a fleeting moment of my life.

And today when by chance I light upon them and see thy signature, I find they have
lain scattered in the dust mixed with the memory of joys and sorrows of my trivial days
forgotten.

Thou didst not turn in contempt from my childish play among dust, and the steps that I
heard in my playroom are the same that are echoing from star to star.

44.
This is my delight, thus to wait and watch at the wayside where shadow chases light
and the rain comes in the wake of the summer.

Messengers, with tidings from unknown skies, greet me and speed along the road. My
heart is glad within, and the breath of the passing breeze is sweet.

From dawn till dusk I sit here before my door, and I know that of a sudden the happy
moment will arrive when I shall see.


In the meanwhile I smile and I sing all alone. In the meanwhile the air is filling with the
perfume of promise.

45.
Have you not heard his silent steps? He comes, comes, ever comes.

Every moment and every age, every day and every night he comes, comes, ever
comes.

Many a song have I sung in many a mood of mind, but all their notes have always
proclaimed, 'He comes, comes, ever comes.'

In the fragrant days of sunny April through the forest path he comes, comes, ever
comes.

In the rainy gloom of July nights on the thundering chariot of clouds he comes, comes,
ever comes.

In sorrow after sorrow it is his steps that press upon my heart, and it is the golden
touch of his feet that makes my joy to shine.

46.
I know not from what distant time thou art ever coming nearer to meet me. Thy sun
and stars can never keep thee hidden from me for aye.

In many a morning and eve thy footsteps have been heard and thy messenger has
come within my heart and called me in secret.

I know not only why today my life is all astir, and a feeling of tremulous joy is passing
through my heart.

It is as if the time were come to wind up my work, and I feel in the air a faint smell of
thy sweet presence.

47.
The night is nearly spent waiting for him in vain. I fear lest in the morning he suddenly
come to my door when I have fallen asleep wearied out. Oh friends, leave the way
open to him - forbid him not.

If the sounds of his steps does not wake me, do not try to rouse me, I pray. I wish not
to be called from my sleep by the clamorous choir of birds, by the riot of wind at the
festival of morning light. Let me sleep undisturbed even if my lord comes of a sudden
to my door.


Ah, my sleep, precious sleep, which only waits for his touch to vanish. Ah, my closed
eyes that would open their lids only to the light of his smile when he stands before me
like a dream emerging from darkness of sleep.

Let him appear before my sight as the first of all lights and all forms. The first thrill of
joy to my awakened soul let it come from his glance. And let my return to myself be
immediate return to him.

48.
The morning sea of silence broke into ripples of bird songs; and the flowers were all
merry by the roadside; and the wealth of gold was scattered through the rift of the
clouds while we busily went on our way and paid no heed.

We sang no glad songs nor played; we went not to the village for barter; we spoke not
a word nor smiled; we lingered not on the way. We quickened our pave more and more
as the time sped by.

The sun rose to the mid sky and doves cooed in the shade. Withered leaves danced
and whirled in the hot air of noon. The shepherd boy drowsed and dreamed in the
shadow of the banyan tree, and I laid myself down by the water and stretched my tired
limbs on the grass.

My companions laughed at me in scorn; they held their heads high and hurried on;
they never looked back nor rested; they vanished in the distant blue haze. They
crossed many meadows and hills, and passed through strange, far-away countries. All
honour to you, heroic host of the interminable path! Mockery and reproach pricked me
to rise, but found no response in me. I gave myself up for lost in the depth of a glad
humiliation - in the shadow of a dim delight.

The repose of the sun-embroidered green gloom slowly spread over my heart. I forgot
for what I had travelled, and I surrendered my mind without struggle to the maze of
shadows and songs.

At last, when I woke from my slumber and opened my eyes, I saw thee standing by
me, flooding my sleep with thy smile. How I had feared that the path was long and
wearisome, and the struggle to reach thee was hard!

49.
You came down from your throne and stood at my cottage door.

I was singing all alone in a corner, and the melody caught your ear. You came down
and stood at my cottage door.

Masters are many in your hall, and songs are sung there at all hours. But the simple
carol of this novice struck at your love. One plaintive little strain mingled with the great
music of the world, and with a flower for a prize you came down and stopped at my
cottage door.


50.
I had gone a-begging from door to door in the village path, when thy golden chariot
appeared in the distance like a gorgeous dream and I wondered who was this King of
all kings!

My hopes rose high and methought my evil days were at an end, and I stood waiting
for alms to be given unasked and for wealth scattered on all sides in the dust.

The chariot stopped where I stood. Thy glance fell on me and thou camest down with a
smile. I felt that the luck of my life had come at last. Then of a sudden thou didst hold
out thy right hand and say 'What hast thou to give to me?'

Ah, what a kingly jest was it to open thy palm to a beggar to beg! I was confused and
stood undecided, and then from my wallet I slowly took out the least little grain of corn
and gave it to thee.

But how great my surprise when at the day's end I emptied my bag on the floor to find
a least little gram of gold among the poor heap. I bitterly wept and wished that I had
had the heart to give thee my all.

51.
The night darkened. Our day's works had been done. We thought that the last guest
had arrived for the night and the doors in the village were all shut. Only some said the
king was to come. We laughed and said 'No, it cannot be!'

It seemed there were knocks at the door and we said it was nothing but the wind. We
put out the lamps and lay down to sleep. Only some said, 'It is the messenger!' We
laughed and said 'No, it must be the wind!'

There came a sound in the dead of the night. We sleepily thought it was the distant
thunder. The earth shook, the walls rocked, and it troubled us in our sleep. Only some
said it was the sound of wheels. We said in a drowsy murmur, 'No, it must be the
rumbling of clouds!'

The night was still dark when the drum sounded. The voice came 'Wake up! delay not!'
We pressed our hands on our hearts and shuddered with fear. Some said, 'Lo, there is
the king's flag!' We stood up on our feet and cried 'There is no time for delay!'

The king has come - but where are lights, where are wreaths? Where is the throne to
seat him? Oh, shame! Oh utter shame! Where is the hall, the decorations? Someone
has said, 'Vain is this cry! Greet him with empty hands, lead him into thy rooms all
bare!'

Open the doors, let the conch-shells be sounded! in the depth of the night has come
the king of our dark, dreary house. The thunder roars in the sky. The darkness
shudders with lightning. Bring out thy tattered piece of mat and spread it in the
courtyard. With the storm has come of a sudden our king of the fearful night.


52.
I thought I should ask of thee - but I dared not - the rose wreath thou hadst on thy
neck. Thus I waited for the morning, when thou didst depart, to find a few fragments
on the bed. And like a beggar I searched in the dawn only for a stray petal or two.

Ah me, what is it I find? What token left of thy love? It is no flower, no spices, no vase
of perfumed water. It is thy mighty sword, flashing as a flame, heavy as a bolt of
thunder. The young light of morning comes through the window and spread itself upon
thy bed. The morning bird twitters and asks, 'Woman, what hast thou got?' No, it is no
flower, nor spices, nor vase of perfumed water - it is thy dreadful sword.

I sit and muse in wonder, what gift is this of thine. I can find no place to hide it. I am
ashamed to wear it, frail as I am, and it hurts me when press it to my bosom. Yet shall
I bear in my heart this honour of the burden of pain, this gift of thine.

From now there shall be no fear left for me in this world, and thou shalt be victorious in
all my strife. Thou hast left death for my companion and I shall crown him with my life.
Thy sword is with me to cut asunder my bonds, and there shall be no fear left for me in
the world.

From now I leave off all petty decorations. Lord of my heart, no more shall there be for
me waiting and weeping in corners, no more coyness and sweetness of demeanour.
Thou hast given me thy sword for adornment. No more doll's decorations for me!

53.
Beautiful is thy wristlet, decked with stars and cunningly wrought in myriad-coloured
jewels. But more beautiful to me thy sword with its curve of lightning like the
outspread wings of the divine bird of Vishnu, perfectly poised in the angry red light of
the sunset.

It quivers like the one last response of life in ecstasy of pain at the final stroke of
death; it shines like the pure flame of being burning up earty sense with one fierce
flash.

Beautiful is thy wristlet, decked with starry gems; but thy sword, O lord of thunder, is
wrought with uttermost beauty, terrible to behold or think of.

54.
I asked nothing from thee; I uttered not my name to thine ear. When thou took'st thy
leave I stood silent. I was alone by the well where the shadow of the tree fell aslant,
and the women had gone home with their brown earthen pitchers full to the brim. They
called me and shouted, 'Come with us, the morning is wearing on to noon.' But I
languidly lingered awhile lost in the midst of vague musings.

I heard not thy steps as thou camest. Thine eyes were sad when they fell on me; thy
voice was tired as thou spokest low - 'Ah, I am a thirsty traveller.' I started up from my
day-dreams and poured water from my jar on thy joined palms. The leaves rustled


overhead; the cuckoo sang from the unseen dark, and perfume of babla flowers came
from the bend of the road.

I stood speecess with shame when my name thou didst ask. Indeed, what had I done
for thee to keep me in remembrance? But the memory that I could give water to thee
to allay thy thirst will cling to my heart and enfold it in sweetness. The morning hour is
late, the bird sings in weary notes, neem leaves rustle overhead and I sit and think and
think.

55.
Languor is upon your heart and the slumber is still on your eyes.

Has not the word come to you that the flower is reigning in splendour among thorns?
Wake, oh awaken! let not the time pass in vain!

At the end of the stony path, in the country of virgin solitude, my friend is sitting all
alone. Deceive him not. Wake, oh awaken!

What if the sky pants and trembles with the heat of the midday sun - what if the
burning sand spreads its mantle of thirst -

Is there no joy in the deep of your heart? At every footfall of yours, will not the harp of
the road break out in sweet music of pain?

56.
Thus it is that thy joy in me is so full. Thus it is that thou hast come down to me. O
thou lord of all heavens, where would be thy love if I were not?

Thou hast taken me as thy partner of all this wealth. In my heart is the endless play of
thy delight. In my life thy will is ever taking shape.

And for this, thou who art the King of kings hast decked thyself in beauty to captivate
my heart. And for this thy love loses itself in the love of thy lover, and there art thou
seen in the perfect union of two.

57.
Light, my light, the world-filling light, the eye-kissing light, heart-sweetening light!

Ah, the light dances, my darling, at the centre of my life; the light strikes, my darling,
the chords of my love; the sky opens, the wind runs wild, laughter passes over the
earth.

The butterflies spread their sails on the sea of light. Lilies and jasmines surge up on the
crest of the waves of light.

The light is shattered into gold on every cloud, my darling, and it scatters gems in
profusion.


Mirth spreads from leaf to leaf, my darling, and gladness without measure. The
heaven's river has drowned its banks and the flood of joy is abroad.

58.
Let all the strains of joy mingle in my last song - the joy that makes the earth flow
over in the riotous excess of the grass, the joy that sets the twin brothers, life and
death, dancing over the wide world, the joy that sweeps in with the tempest, shaking
and waking all life with laughter, the joy that sits still with its tears on the open red
lotus of pain, and the joy that throws everything it has upon the dust, and knows not a
word.

59.
Yes, I know, this is nothing but thy love, O beloved of my heart - this golden light that
dances upon the leaves, these idle clouds sailing across the sky, this passing breeze
leaving its coolness upon my forehead.

The morning light has flooded my eyes - this is thy message to my heart. Thy face is
bent from above, thy eyes look down on my eyes, and my heart has touched thy feet.

60.
On the seashore of endless worlds children meet. The infinite sky is motionless
overhead and the restless water is boisterous. On the seashore of endless worlds the
children meet with shouts and dances.

They build their houses with sand and they play with empty shells. With withered
leaves they weave their boats and smilingly float them on the vast deep. Children have
their play on the seashore of worlds.

They know not how to swim, they know not how to cast nets. Pearl fishers dive for
pearls, merchants sail in their ships, while children gather pebbles and scatter them
again. they seek not for hidden treasures, they know not how to cast nets.

The sea surges up with laughter and pale gleams the smile of the sea beach.
Death-dealing waves sing meaningless ballads to the children, even like a mother while
rocking her baby's cradle. The sea plays with children, and pale gleams the smile of the
sea beach.

On the seashore of endless worlds children meet. Tempest roams in the patess sky,
ships get wrecked in the trackless water, death is abroad and children play. On the
seashore of endless worlds is the great meeting of children.

61.
The sleep that flits on baby's eyes - does anybody know from where it comes? Yes,


there is a rumour that it has its dwelling where, in the fairy village among shadows of
the forest dimly lit with glow-worms, there hang two timid buds of enchantment. From
there it comes to kiss baby's eyes.

The smile that flickers on baby's lips when he sleeps - does anybody know where it was
born? Yes, there is a rumour that a young pale beam of a crescent moon touched the
edge of a vanishing autumn cloud, and there the smile was first born in the dream of a
dew-washed morning - the smile that flickers on baby's lips when he sleeps.

The sweet, soft freshness that blooms on baby's limbs - does anybody know where it
was hidden so long? Yes, when the mother was a young girl it lay pervading her heart
in tender and silent mystery of love - the sweet, soft freshness that has bloomed on
baby's limbs.

62.
When I bring to you coloured toys, my child, I understand why there is such a play of
colours on clouds, on water, and why flowers are painted in tints - when I give
coloured toys to you, my child.

When I sing to make you dance I truly now why there is music in leaves, and why
waves send their chorus of voices to the heart of the listening earth - when I sing to
make you dance.

When I bring sweet things to your greedy hands I know why there is honey in the cup
of the flowers and why fruits are secretly filled with sweet juice - when I bring sweet
things to your greedy hands.

When I kiss your face to make you smile, my darling, I surely understand what
pleasure streams from the sky in morning light, and what delight that is that is which
the summer breeze brings to my body - when I kiss you to make you smile.

63.
Thou hast made me known to friends whom I knew not. Thou hast given me seats in
homes not my own. Thou hast brought the distant near and made a brother of the
stranger.

I am uneasy at heart when I have to leave my accustomed shelter; I forget that there
abides the old in the new, and that there also thou abidest.

Through birth and death, in this world or in others, wherever thou leadest me it is
thou, the same, the one companion of my endless life who ever linkest my heart with
bonds of joy to the unfamiliar.

When one knows thee, then alien there is none, then no door is shut. Oh, grant me my
prayer that I may never lose the bliss of the touch of the one in the play of many.

64.

On the slope of the desolate river among tall grasses I asked her, 'Maiden, where do
you go shading your lamp with your mantle? My house is all dark and lonesome - lend
me your light!' she raised her dark eyes for a moment and looked at my face through
the dusk. 'I have come to the river,' she said, 'to float my lamp on the stream when
the daylight wanes in the west.' I stood alone among tall grasses and watched the
timid flame of her lamp uselessly drifting in the tide.

In the silence of gathering night I asked her, 'Maiden, your lights are all lit - then
where do you go with your lamp? My house is all dark and lonesome - lend me your
light.' She raised her dark eyes on my face and stood for a moment doubtful. 'I have
come,' she said at last, 'to dedicate my lamp to the sky.' I stood and watched her light
uselessly burning in the void.

In the moonless gloom of midnight I ask her, 'Maiden, what is your quest, holding the
lamp near your heart? My house is all dark and lonesome- - lend me your light.' She
stopped for a minute and thought and gazed at my face in the dark. 'I have brought
my light,' she said, 'to join the carnival of lamps.' I stood and watched her little lamp
uselessly lost among lights.

65.
What divine drink wouldst thou have, my God, from this overflowing cup of my life?

My poet, is it thy delight to see thy creation through my eyes and to stand at the
portals of my ears silently to listen to thine own eternal harmony?

Thy world is weaving words in my mind and thy joy is adding music to them. Thou
givest thyself to me in love and then feelest thine own entire sweetness in me.

66.
She who ever had remained in the depth of my being, in the twilight of gleams and of
glimpses; she who never opened her veils in the morning light, will be my last gift to
thee, my God, folded in my final song.

Words have wooed yet failed to win her; persuasion has stretched to her its eager
arms in vain.

I have roamed from country to country keeping her in the core of my heart, and
around her have risen and fallen the growth and decay of my life.

Over my thoughts and actions, my slumbers and dreams, she reigned yet dwelled
alone and apart.

many a man knocked at my door and asked for her and turned away in despair.

There was none in the world who ever saw her face to face, and she remained in her
loneliness waiting for thy recognition.


67.
Thou art the sky and thou art the nest as well.

O thou beautiful, there in the nest is thy love that encloses the soul with colours and
sounds and odours.

There comes the morning with the golden basket in her right hand bearing the wreath
of beauty, silently to crown the earth.

And there comes the evening over the lonely meadows deserted by herds, through
trackless paths, carrying cool draughts of peace in her golden pitcher from the western
ocean of rest.

But there, where spreads the infinite sky for the soul to take her flight in, reigns the
stainless white radiance. There is no day nor night, nor form nor colour, and never,
never a word.

68.
Thy sunbeam comes upon this earth of mine with arms outstretched and stands at my
door the livelong day to carry back to thy feet clouds made of my tears and sighs and
songs.

With fond delight thou wrappest about thy starry breast that mantle of misty cloud,
turning it into numberless shapes and folds and colouring it with hues everchanging.

It is so light and so fleeting, tender and tearful and dark, that is why thou lovest it, O
thou spotless and serene. And that is why it may cover thy awful white light with its
pathetic shadows.

69.
The same stream of life that runs through my veins night and day runs through the
world and dances in rhythmic measures.

It is the same life that shoots in joy through the dust of the earth in numberless blades
of grass and breaks into tumultuous waves of leaves and flowers.

It is the same life that is rocked in the ocean-cradle of birth and of death, in ebb and in
flow.

I feel my limbs are made glorious by the touch of this world of life. And my pride is
from the life-throb of ages dancing in my blood this moment.

70.
Is it beyond thee to be glad with the gladness of this rhythm? to be tossed and lost and


broken in the whirl of this fearful joy?

All things rush on, they stop not, they look not behind, no power can hold them back,
they rush on.

Keeping steps with that restless, rapid music, seasons come dancing and pass away colours,
tunes, and perfumes pour in endless cascades in the abounding joy that
scatters and gives up and dies every moment.

71.
That I should make much of myself and turn it on all sides, thus casting coloured
shadows on thy radiance - such is thy maya.

Thou settest a barrier in thine own being and then callest thy severed self in myriad
notes. This thy self-separation has taken body in me.

The poignant song is echoed through all the sky in many-coloured tears and smiles,
alarms and hopes; waves rise up and sink again, dreams break and form. In me is thy
own defeat of self.

This screen that thou hast raised is painted with innumerable figures with the brush of
the night and the day. Behind it thy seat is woven in wondrous mysteries of curves,
casting away all barren lines of straightness.

The great pageant of thee and me has overspread the sky. With the tune of thee and
me all the air is vibrant, and all ages pass with the hiding and seeking of thee and me.

72.
He it is, the innermost one, who awakens my being with his deep hidden touches.

He it is who puts his enchantment upon these eyes and joyfully plays on the chords of
my heart in varied cadence of pleasure and pain.

He it is who weaves the web of this maya in evanescent hues of gold and silver, blue
and green, and lets peep out through the folds his feet, at whose touch I forget myself.

Days come and ages pass, and it is ever he who moves my heart in many a name, in
many a guise, in many a rapture of joy and of sorrow.

73.
Deliverance is not for me in renunciation. I feel the embrace of freedom in a thousand
bonds of delight.

Thou ever pourest for me the fresh draught of thy wine of various colours and
fragrance, filling this earthen vessel to the brim.


My world will light its hundred different lamps with thy flame and place them before the
altar of thy temple.

No, I will never shut the doors of my senses. The delights of sight and hearing and
touch will bear thy delight.

Yes, all my illusions will burn into illumination of joy, and all my desires ripen into fruits
of love.

74.
The day is no more, the shadow is upon the earth. It is time that I go to the stream to
fill my pitcher.

The evening air is eager with the sad music of the water. Ah, it calls me out into the
dusk. In the lonely lane there is no passer-by, the wind is up, the ripples are rampant
in the river.

I know not if I shall come back home. I know not whom I shall chance to meet. There
at the fording in the little boat the unknown man plays upon his lute.

75.
Thy gifts to us mortals fulfil all our needs and yet run back to thee undiminished.
The river has its everyday work to do and hastens through fields and hamlets; yet its
incessant stream winds towards the washing of thy feet.


The flower sweetens the air with its perfume; yet its last service is to offer itself to
thee.
Thy worship does not impoverish the world.
From the words of the poet men take what meanings please them; yet their last


meaning points to thee.

76.
Day after day, O lord of my life, shall I stand before thee face to face. With folded
hands, O lord of all worlds, shall I stand before thee face to face.

Under thy great sky in solitude and silence, with humble heart shall I stand before thee
face to face.

In this laborious world of thine, tumultuous with toil and with struggle, among hurrying
crowds shall I stand before thee face to face.

And when my work shall be done in this world, O King of kings, alone and speecess
shall I stand before thee face to face.


77.
I know thee as my God and stand apart - I do not know thee as my own and come
closer. I know thee as my father and bow before thy feet- I do not grasp thy hand as
my friend's.

I stand not where thou comest down and ownest thyself as mine, there to clasp thee to
my heart and take thee as my comrade.

Thou art the Brother amongst my brothers, but I heed them not, I divide not my
earnings with them, thus sharing my all with thee.

In pleasure and in pain I stand not by the side of men, and thus stand by thee. I shrink
to give up my life, and thus do not plunge into the great waters of life.

78.
When the creation was new and all the stars shone in their first splendour, the gods
held their assembly in the sky and sang 'Oh, the picture of perfection! the joy
unalloyed!'

But one cried of a sudden - 'It seems that somewhere there is a break in the chain of
light and one of the stars has been lost.'

The golden string of their harp snapped, their song stopped, and they cried in dismay '
Yes, that lost star was the best, she was the glory of all heavens!'

From that day the search is unceasing for her, and the cry goes on from one to the
other that in her the world has lost its one joy!

Only in the deepest silence of night the stars smile and whisper among themselves '
Vain is this seeking! unbroken perfection is over all!'

79.
If it is not my portion to meet thee in this life then let me ever feel that I have missed
thy sight - let me not forget for a moment, let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my
dreams and in my wakeful hours.

As my days pass in the crowded market of this world and my hands grow full with the
daily profits, let me ever feel that I have gained nothing - let me not forget for a
moment, let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams and in my wakeful hours.

When I sit by the roadside, tired and panting, when I spread my bed low in the dust,
let me ever feel that the long journey is still before me - let me not forget a moment,
let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams and in my wakeful hours.

When my rooms have been decked out and the flutes sound and the laughter there is


loud, let me ever feel that I have not invited thee to my house - let me not forget for a
moment, let me carry the pangs of this sorrow in my dreams and in my wakeful hours.

80.
I am like a remnant of a cloud of autumn uselessly roaming in the sky, O my sun
ever-glorious! Thy touch has not yet melted my vapour, making me one with thy light,
and thus I count months and years separated from thee.

If this be thy wish and if this be thy play, then take this fleeting emptiness of mine,
paint it with colours, gild it with gold, float it on the wanton wind and spread it in
varied wonders.

And again when it shall be thy wish to end this play at night, I shall melt and vanish
away in the dark, or it may be in a smile of the white morning, in a coolness of purity
transparent.

81.
On many an idle day have I grieved over lost time. But it is never lost, my lord. Thou
hast taken every moment of my life in thine own hands.

Hidden in the heart of things thou art nourishing seeds into sprouts, buds into
blossoms, and ripening flowers into fruitfulness.

I was tired and sleeping on my idle bed and imagined all work had ceased. In the
morning I woke up and found my garden full with wonders of flowers.

82.
Time is endless in thy hands, my lord. There is none to count thy minutes.
Days and nights pass and ages bloom and fade like flowers. Thou knowest how to wait.
Thy centuries follow each other perfecting a small wild flower.
We have no time to lose, and having no time we must scramble for a chances. We are
too poor to be late.

And thus it is that time goes by while I give it to every querulous man who claims it,
and thine altar is empty of all offerings to the last.
At the end of the day I hasten in fear lest thy gate to be shut; but I find that yet there


is time.

83.
Mother, I shall weave a chain of pearls for thy neck with my tears of sorrow.

The stars have wrought their anklets of light to deck thy feet, but mine will hang upon
thy breast.

Wealth and fame come from thee and it is for thee to give or to withhold them. But this
my sorrow is absolutely mine own, and when I bring it to thee as my offering thou
rewardest me with thy grace.

84.
It is the pang of separation that spreads throughout the world and gives birth to
shapes innumerable in the infinite sky.

It is this sorrow of separation that gazes in silence all nights from star to star and
becomes lyric among rustling leaves in rainy darkness of July.

It is this overspreading pain that deepens into loves and desires, into sufferings and
joy in human homes; and this it is that ever melts and flows in songs through my
poet's heart.

85.
When the warriors came out first from their master's hall, where had they hid their
power? Where were their armour and their arms?

They looked poor and helpless, and the arrows were showered upon them on the day
they came out from their master's hall.

When the warriors marched back again to their master's hall where did they hide their
power?

They had dropped the sword and dropped the bow and the arrow; peace was on their
foreheads, and they had left the fruits of their life behind them on the day they
marched back again to their master's hall.

86.
Death, thy servant, is at my door. He has crossed the unknown sea and brought thy
call to my home.

The night is dark and my heart is fearful - yet I will take up the lamp, open my gates
and bow to him my welcome. It is thy messenger who stands at my door.

I will worship him placing at his feet the treasure of my heart.

He will go back with his errand done, leaving a dark shadow on my morning; and in my
desolate home only my forlorn self will remain as my last offering to thee.

87.

In desperate hope I go and search for her in all the corners of my room; I find her not.
My house is small and what once has gone from it can never be regained.
But infinite is thy mansion, my lord, and seeking her I have to come to thy door.
I stand under the golden canopy of thine evening sky and I lift my eager eyes to thy


face.


I have come to the brink of eternity from which nothing can vanish - no hope, no
happiness, no vision of a face seen through tears.
Oh, dip my emptied life into that ocean, plunge it into the deepest fullness. Let me for

once feel that lost sweet touch in the allness of the universe.

88.
Deity of the ruined temple! The broken strings of Vina sing no more your praise. The
bells in the evening proclaim not your time of worship. The air is still and silent about
you.

In your desolate dwelling comes the vagrant spring breeze. It brings the tidings of
flowers - the flowers that for your worship are offered no more.

Your worshipper of old wanders ever longing for favour still refused. In the eventide,
when fires and shadows mingle with the gloom of dust, he wearily comes back to the
ruined temple with hunger in his heart.

Many a festival day comes to you in silence, deity of the ruined temple. Many a night of
worship goes away with lamp unlit.

Many new images are built by masters of cunning art and carried to the holy stream of
oblivion when their time is come.

Only the deity of the ruined temple remains unworshipped in deatess neglect.

89.
No more noisy, loud words from me - such is my master's will. Henceforth I deal in
whispers. The speech of my heart will be carried on in murmurings of a song.

Men hasten to the King's market. All the buyers and sellers are there. But I have my
untimely leave in the middle of the day, in the thick of work.

Let then the flowers come out in my garden, though it is not their time; and let the
midday bees strike up their lazy hum.

Full many an hour have I spent in the strife of the good and the evil, but now it is the
pleasure of my playmate of the empty days to draw my heart on to him; and I know
not why is this sudden call to what useless inconsequence!


90.
On the day when death will knock at thy door what wilt thou offer to him?

Oh, I will set before my guest the full vessel of my life - I will never let him go with
empty hands.

All the sweet vintage of all my autumn days and summer nights, all the earnings and
gleanings of my busy life will I place before him at the close of my days when death
will knock at my door.

91.
O thou the last fulfilment of life, Death, my death, come and whisper to me!

Day after day I have kept watch for thee; for thee have I borne the joys and pangs of
life.

All that I am, that I have, that I hope and all my love have ever flowed towards thee in
depth of secrecy. One final glance from thine eyes and my life will be ever thine own.

The flowers have been woven and the garland is ready for the bridegroom. After the
wedding the bride shall leave her home and meet her lord alone in the solitude of
night.

92.
I know that the day will come when my sight of this earth shall be lost, and life will
take its leave in silence, drawing the last curtain over my eyes.

Yet stars will watch at night, and morning rise as before, and hours heave like sea
waves casting up pleasures and pains.

When I think of this end of my moments, the barrier of the moments breaks and I see
by the light of death thy world with its careless treasures. Rare is its lowliest seat, rare
is its meanest of lives.

Things that I longed for in vain and things that I got - let them pass. Let me but truly
possess the things that I ever spurned and overlooked.

93.
I have got my leave. Bid me farewell, my brothers! I bow to you all and take my
departure.

Here I give back the keys of my door - and I give up all claims to my house. I only ask
for last kind words from you.


We were neighbours for long, but I received more than I could give. Now the day has
dawned and the lamp that lit my dark corner is out. A summons has come and I am
ready for my journey.

94.
At this time of my parting, wish me good luck, my friends! The sky is flushed with the
dawn and my path lies beautiful.

Ask not what I have with me to take there. I start on my journey with empty hands
and expectant heart.

I shall put on my wedding garland. Mine is not the red-brown dress of the traveller,
and though there are dangers on the way I have no fear in mind.

The evening star will come out when my voyage is done and the plaintive notes of the
twilight melodies be struck up from the King's gateway.

95.
I was not aware of the moment when I first crossed the threshold of this life.

What was the power that made me open out into this vast mystery like a bud in the
forest at midnight!

When in the morning I looked upon the light I felt in a moment that I was no stranger
in this world, that the inscrutable without name and form had taken me in its arms in
the form of my own mother.

Even so, in death the same unknown will appear as ever known to me. And because I
love this life, I know I shall love death as well.

The child cries out when from the right breast the mother takes it away, in the very
next moment to find in the left one its consolation.

96.
When I go from hence let this be my parting word, that what I have seen is
unsurpassable.

I have tasted of the hidden honey of this lotus that expands on the ocean of light, and
thus am I blessed - let this be my parting word.

In this playhouse of infinite forms I have had my play and here have I caught sight of
him that is formless.

My whole body and my limbs have thrilled with his touch who is beyond touch; and if
the end comes here, let it come - let this be my parting word.


97.
When my play was with thee I never questioned who thou wert. I knew nor shyness
nor fear, my life was boisterous.

In the early morning thou wouldst call me from my sleep like my own comrade and
lead me running from glade to glade.

On those days I never cared to know the meaning of songs thou sangest to me. Only
my voice took up the tunes, and my heart danced in their cadence.

Now, when the playtime is over, what is this sudden sight that is come upon me? The
world with eyes bent upon thy feet stands in awe with all its silent stars.

98.
I will deck thee with trophies, garlands of my defeat. It is never in my power to escape
unconquered.

I surely know my pride will go to the wall, my life will burst its bonds in exceeding pain,
and my empty heart will sob out in music like a hollow reed, and the stone will melt in
tears.

I surely know the hundred petals of a lotus will not remain closed for ever and the
secret recess of its honey will be bared.

From the blue sky an eye shall gaze upon me and summon me in silence. Nothing will
be left for me, nothing whatever, and utter death shall I receive at thy feet.

99.
When I give up the helm I know that the time has come for thee to take it. What there
is to do will be instantly done. Vain is this struggle.

Then take away your hands and silently put up with your defeat, my heart, and think it
your good fortune to sit perfectly still where you are placed.

These my lamps are blown out at every little puff of wind, and trying to light them I
forget all else again and again.

But I shall be wise this time and wait in the dark, spreading my mat on the floor; and
whenever it is thy pleasure, my lord, come silently and take thy seat here.

100.
I dive down into the depth of the ocean of forms, hoping to gain the perfect pearl of
the formless.


No more sailing from harbour to harbour with this my weather-beaten boat. The days
are long passed when my sport was to be tossed on waves.

And now I am eager to die into the deatess.

Into the audience hall by the fathomless abyss where swells up the music of toneless
strings I shall take this harp of my life.

I shall tune it to the notes of forever, and when it has sobbed out its last utterance, lay
down my silent harp at the feet of the silent.

101.
Ever in my life have I sought thee with my songs. It was they who led me from door to
door, and with them have I felt about me, searching and touching my world.

It was my songs that taught me all the lessons I ever learnt; they showed me secret
paths, they brought before my sight many a star on the horizon of my heart.

They guided me all the day long to the mysteries of the country of pleasure and pain,
and, at last, to what palace gate have the brought me in the evening at the end of my
journey?

102.
I boasted among men that I had known you. They see your pictures in all works of
mine. They come and ask me, 'Who is he?' I know not how to answer them. I say,
'Indeed, I cannot tell.' They blame me and they go away in scorn. And you sit there
smiling.

I put my tales of you into lasting songs. The secret gushes out from my heart. They
come and ask me, 'Tell me all your meanings.' I know not how to answer them. I say,
'Ah, who knows what they mean!' They smile and go away in utter scorn. And you sit
there smiling.

103.
In one salutation to thee, my God, let all my senses spread out and touch this world at
thy feet.

Like a rain-cloud of July hung low with its burden of unshed showers let all my mind
bend down at thy door in one salutation to thee.

Let all my songs gather together their diverse strains into a single current and flow to a
sea of silence in one salutation to thee.

Like a flock of homesick cranes flying night and day back to their mountain nests let all
my life take its voyage to its eternal home in one salutation to thee.