sergey_dobrenkov

sergey_dobrenkov

b. 1968

𝓝𝓸 𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓪𝓹𝓱𝓸𝓻 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔀𝓮 𝓪𝓻𝓮;⁕ 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮, 𝓹𝓪𝓼𝓽 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓮, 𝓸𝓾𝓽𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓼 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮;⁕ 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓼𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓽𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓾𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓫𝓵𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻⁕ 𝓑𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓼 𝓫𝓮𝔂𝓸𝓷𝓭 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓼 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓬𝓵𝓪𝓲𝓶.⁕ 𝓛𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓪 𝓷𝓸 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓾𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷 —⁕ 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂 𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓮 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓽𝓸𝔀𝓪𝓻𝓭 𝓲𝓽𝓼 𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓷.⁕ (𝓛𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓦𝓲𝓷𝓭)

n. 1968 , Russia

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The Prayer unto the Saviour

Save me, my Saviour, by Thy Grace alone,
Not by the deeds my sinful hands have done.
Thou willest me to save: Thou knowest well
The way to rescue me from death and hell.

Save me as Thou wilt, as Thou canst, as Thou knowest;
By Thy known paths, Thy saving mercy showest.
Upon Thee, O my Lord, I set my trust,
And to Thy holy will my spirit I adjust.

Do with me what Thou wilt; Thy will be done;
I seek no other refuge, save the Holy One.
If Thou wouldst see me in the Light—blest be Thy Name!
If Thou wouldst have me in the darkness—blest the same!

If Thou unfoldest mercy’s door to me,
’Tis good and blessing; if Thou shuttest it,
Blessed art Thou, O Lord, whose just decree
Hath closed that door, as Thou dost see it fit.

If Thou destroy me not with all my sin,
Glory to Thy mercy’s boundless store!
If Thou condemn me for my sin within,
Glory to Thy righteous judgment evermore!

But as Thou wilt, dispose my path below,
That I at last Thy full salvation know.

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Bio
My pseudonym 𝑳𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒅 is connected with personal circumstances and Blessed Paraskeva of Sarov, whose holy relics rest at the Seraphim-Diveyevo Convent. There is sometimes an opinion that 𝑳𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒅 is a «project»; so be it, but it is a non-commercial project devoted to the research of music and experimentation with it. The texts for albums featuring solo vocals or a choir are written by me (unless otherwise stated); they constitute the greater part of all the poems I have published, although I do not consider myself a poet. The complete discography, including instrumental albums, with years of release, is as follows: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 (𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟖), 𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐡 (𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟗), 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐖𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟎), 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟏), 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐙𝐞𝐫𝐨 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟐), 𝐏𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐈𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟑), 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐆𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟑), 𝐑𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐦 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟒), 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐬 𝐀𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐦 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟔), 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐝 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟕), 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟖), 𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐝 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟖), 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐓𝐬𝐚𝐫'𝐬 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐲 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 (𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟗), 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 (𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎), 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 (𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟐), 𝐋𝐞 𝐐𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐨 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐢 (𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑), 𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐞 (𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒), 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐲𝐫𝐝𝐨𝐦 (𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟓), 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 (𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬). You can find and listen to them on Bandcamp and SoundCloud. The albums from previous years will be remixed, as they were not originally intended for public access. Their concept, including that of albums already published, may be revised at any time, and individual parts may be altered at my discretion. I am under no obligations and promote my own record label 𝑳𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒅 ® 𝑹𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔. My musicological research has been published in Russian and English.

Poems

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When Winter leaves

Where the river stops breathing,
Where the ice keeps strange names,
I stand between "was" and "will be",
I am silence.

The snow doesn't remember,
The fire doesn't warm,
The raven is silent at my hand,
I close what doesn't dare
To leave.

Let go
Of what no longer breathes.
Burn
What keeps you in darkness.
I am not death.
I am the end that is heard.
I am the winter,
That goes away in a dream.

A scarecrow is a form without a heart,
Ashes are a memory without words.
In order for spring to be born,
It is necessary to leave love
For what has become heavy,
For what does not go.

The moon turns its face away,
The clouds cover the trail.
When no one looks into the ring,
The end
Becomes the light.

Let go,
I hold this threshold.
Burn it
And don't look back.
I'm not the enemy.
I'm your last inhale
Before
The Garden begins.

Ashes on the snow…
A name without sound…
The form is gone…
The essence remains…

Ashes on the snow…
The circle is over...
Whoever was will fall asleep…
Whoever is ready will pass...

I will leave,
When it is empty.
I will leave,
When the world goes deathly still.
The Love—
Not pain and not feeling.
It's the door
Through which all that lives comes in.

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